First Off

Gentle hypocrisies, yeah. That's my tangent.

They allow us to be the compassionate, empathic, loving, kind, and generous people that we are. And then simultaneously be cynical, jaded, bitter, spiteful, and nasty people that we are. Isn't that just super fucking nice?

I really don't know anymore. Maybe I'm degrading into nothing more than a factory of bile, shit, piss, and vinegar. I'm pretty damn sure that I need a paradigm shift. A gestalt change. Because if it doesn't happen, I'm just gonna hate everyone around me. And that isn't good for me, let alone them.

Especially since I'm not particularly prone to hate to begin with. There are few people in the world that I actively hate, and most of them are far off monsters. I don't want to become a hate-filled husk of my former self just because I'm unhappy with my current situation.

I'm just so tired of everything.

Selah,
--Ian

posted by Ian Quinn  : 6/29/2002 11:43:00 PM