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Thursday, July 20, 2000

 
ambivalent/ ambiguous

I went to the Q Club yesterday and was totally amused. They had these weird bikes with screens where you could surf the net, watch tv, whatever... kinda disconcerting... you had to be pedalling to keep watching or surfing... Made me feel like a damn gerbil, as I said in yesterday's post...
Ian


Wednesday, July 19, 2000

 
i feel like such a fucking gerbil
written from atop an excercize bike at the Q club...
ian

Monday, July 17, 2000

 
ambivalent/ ambiguous

Apathy sets in quickly, a theif of my ambitions and wants and desires. I'm sure the hundred plus degree weather has something to do with it, as well as just a general sense of disillusionment with everything that's going on in my life at the moment. Maybe it has to do with the fact that I want to do something major that can't be done right now. I want to start over. Life needs a reset button. Some way just to say "Oops. I fucked up. I admit it. Give me one more chance, and I'll show the world who I really am."

I am going to take over the world. I'm going to burn it all down. I'm gonna show every last one of you motherfuckers how to really have a good time. I'm going to open your heads and spit on your brains, in the effort to lubricate your minds and make them run again. I am the motor oil for the human nervous system. I am the one who will show you how to live. I am going to get inside you. I will be you. I will be the end of your brain-death. I am the end-all-be-all. I am messianic. I am alive. I am I.

Who are you?


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