First Off

How is it that video games can be such total mind-fucks? I'm playing Syphon Filter 2 and getting massively wierded out... It's Awesome. Stealth and espionage and all that fun shit. Silenced weapons and tasers. Whacked out storyline; wicked bad guys, by turns stupid and too good... Oh well,
Selah
Ian

Now... hmm... goddamnit being bored sux. You'd think that with a cable modem the fun would never stop, huh?
Ian

Hmmm... Chicken Run kicked ass, saw it earlier tonite...
More to come, later.
Ian

Well, lessee here...
It's been a few weeks since I've started dicking around with this idea that I am the shit...
And it seems to be working.
I think I need to write a self-help book.
Appearently, at least in my case, if you walk around acting like you're the shit, honestly believing you're the shit, then by turns you will actually be the shit. Cool, huh? I mean, I've heard that successful people need to have a high self esteem and all, but I never would have figured that just because you treat yourself well that everyone else will treat you better. Kind of insane, actually. I've always prided myself on the knowledge of how stupid other people are, tho. It seems in general that people don't want to know anything about anything unless it pertains directly to one piece of them or another. Which is okay in some ways, but makes absolutely no sense when you realize that many things affect you indirectly.
How do people rationalize living in their own little damn worlds? What do they think gives them the right to impose their little lives on anyone else? How far removed from the actual scheme of things do you have to be to decide that the world actually revolves around you? Damn it, Fuckitall, stain099, out.
Selah

I went and bought the "Limited Edition" Deftones White Pony, even tho I had already bought the regular version... Fanboy much? Oh well. I also got the new Mindless Self Indulgence and A Perfect Circle, both kick ass. I read Transmetropolitan: Lust for Life. It's fucking awesome. Spider Jerusalem is one of the coolest fictional characters of all time. Duh, I'm bored.
Selah
Ian