First OffDeclarations from the Soap BoxSaturday, July 15, 2000
ambivalent/ ambiguous
This would be a relavent post, but I really just don't care right now.
Friday, July 14, 2000
ambivalent/ ambiguous
Hmph. Doesn't it always suck to realize that other people's lives go on without you? Ya know, you go away for a while, come back, and expect everyone to be all like "Hey, man!! Long time no see! Been wondering where you were, man life sucks when you're not around......" And it doesn't happen that way, never does... You leave, your friends find other friends and get lives and get other shit to do, and so when you come back you're left holding your sack with nothing to do. It's such a fucking pain when you're bored out of your mind and you realize that all of your "old crew" or whatever is out there somewhere having fun, getting laid, doing whatever; and for whatever reason you haven't been invited. So you go out and try to make new friends, and realize how much of a social club school was, and all the people you inadvertently meet live in the next county state or country and hangout potential is zero. And then you meet the one person who's worth hanging out with for a while, and then realize that he/she or he/she's friends are complete and total idiot morons who have just as little to do with their time as you, and you're back at square fucking one again. So you decide to hassle your friends a bit to take you out with them on whatever they do, and they finally do out of a pity trip, and you're either left getting pawned off on anyone they think will take your attention for a bit, or left being a third wheel. Or maybe I'm full of shit. Tuesday, July 11, 2000
ambivalent/ ambiguous
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