First Off

I get so sick of being bored. And just when I think it's not going to end any time soon, I get a wake up call. I go out, believing that it's just moving to a different place to be bored.

that's when it hits me

It's one of those zen moments, where everything is in its place. I meet the right people, the people that I wouldn't actually be talking to if this weren't the right occasion, and everything gets that much better. I just go with it, knowing that it really could be worse. It could be terminal, and it really isn't. I can fool myself into thinking that all my diversions are purely momentary, but that is so untrue. I have so many diversions that it's just tough to decide which one to pursue. I'll never run out of things to occupy my time. That's why imortality is such a nice idea. I like the idea of being able to choose my diversions without fear of when it's going to end. Make it a lot easier to choose if I knew that I had all the time I could possibly need to accomplish everything I want to. I mean, if I could just sit back for a few years and read, I wouldn't even have trouble trying to figure out what to read next... Ah, such pleasant fantasies. Should bring sweet dreams...

Selah,
--Ian

posted by Ian Quinn  : 5/19/2002 06:01:00 AM